belated happy valentines day to all of you bloggers! 8)
my valentines day was so exciting. i woke up thinking that this will just be an ordinary day for me. but i was totally wrong.
at the shop, i can’t stop thinking of my bestfriend. sino kaya ka-date nya? sino kaya ang bibigyan nya ng flowers? for sure he’ll make it special kasi pag nagmahal yun naku, sobra-sobra… masakit mang isipin na ganun ang feeling pero yun ang totoo eh. so anyway, i texted him to say happy vday syempre, saying na i’ll always be there for him no matter what and that i’ll always love him -forever. not to forget, i was able to browse his blog and pakshet! may story about certain munchkins ever… i cried… that’s the only thing i can do. i can’t win him back… tapos na eh… and there’s a girl already that will make him happy… he called her “certified life saver” 😥 ang hirap mag-let go… lalo na kung alam mong you’re the reason why everything didn’t fall into place. but thinking that that person will be happy if you let go, make it more worst. sa isip ko, sana di nalang ako umalis… sana nag-stay nalang ako sa tabi nya… but everything happens for a reason. they said
that if you love someone, set him/her free, if he/she comes back -it’s meant to be.
pero bakit ganun? i feel the other way around? 😦 valentines day made me realized that it’s not enough that you hang on to someone who will not be happy if you stayed. haaay! so what i did? nothing… i just lied to myself saying na “no, i’m not letting go… even if will hurt him this way… i will not…” pero this afternoon… i was able to talk to him again… ang sabi nya masaya na daw siya sa buhay nya. i asked and asked… we exchanged words na alam naming makakasakit sa aming dalawa. then came
but when i got home… biglang nagbago lahat (again?)
when i opened the main door, i thought mali ako ng pasok… because the door’s slightly open and parang nagbago yung sala (yun pala naglinis si maricel – off kasi siya that day). i checked the number “flat#3” – tama… ito nga ang flat ko.
now i’m opening my door… as i turned on the lights, i saw flowers scattered on top of my bed… i said to myself again “shit? am i dreaming or what?”. know what i did? i closed the door and as if my world stopped for a minute, then i opened the door again and the bears are still there. ay naku! i called maricel “maricel… ano ‘to?” 😀 she just said “haller! obvious ba?”
after that big surprise, everyone get ready because we’re all going to Corniche for a simple get together. we’re supposed to go boating pero pagdating namin sa Corniche sakto namang alis ng boat. haha! we noticed that’s it’s already past 11pm, no wonder why they stoped working na. hehe! adik!
Valentines Day 2007